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Love For the Lack of It

by Souvenirs

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1.
Cravens ln. 02:20
If there’s incentive to live I wish you’d show me where it is.  And you say, “ Love for the lack of it. “
2.
If You could sleep all through August  We could dodge the heat  I know that most of us want it   we need separate things 
 wont remember the little things like every time you smile   Now everything that I see if gray Hope you stay around  
 I feel the time hang above us  Like a guillotine  And every moment between us  Is fleeting now  
 wont remember the little things like every time you smile   Now everything that I see is gray  Hope you stay around  
 I worry I worry about  
 I worry about  The difference between us 
3.
If you’re scared to move please don’t be afraid. Force your feet to stray from that place. Nothing stings like the slow fade of dreams.  Convenience kills motivation. 
 I keep my courage in the back seat. Hot hands shake when i touch the heat.  
 Drown the fear that smothers self-worth.  
 The ones who say you’re not gonna get away Need you to stay in one place. Project their fear and insecurity on others in search of relief. 
 I laugh when i don’t know what to say. Hot hands shake when i touch the heat.  
 Drown the fear that smothers self-worth.
4.
Be Sweet 02:38
I think I come here everyday Nothing ever seems to change I guess the comfort of routine Has a soft grip on me 
 I put my reasons in your face And hear You reply “you’re right again”  “ and you’re alone again aren’t you  Congratulations” 
 Could we take it from the top? Run it back one time?  I could change my tone of voice Admit I’m wrong when I’m right 
 Can we get back to where we came from ?  I know you’re hurt and I have no excuse.  I’m sorry it’s hard to change a mind but I swear I love you. 
 I feel the need like a car when the brakes screech  I wanna hear the sound of broken glass. What do you mean it doesn’t matter if you love me?  “I don’t care if you’re right you need to be sweet. “ 
 Learning how to wait  One year at a time  
 Don’t ask if I’m okay  I’ll always say I’m fine  
 Learning how to wait One year at a time  
 Don’t ask if I’m ok It’s gonna make me cry
5.
Untie me from this ladder, let me climb down. I’m built to travel swift, view of a bitter kiss. I can see the water and hills painting frowns.  Underneath the clouds i could climb down. I could run forever, let me climb down. I will run forever, let me climb down.  I could run forever, let me climb down. 
6.
Feel Enough 03:41
And you’re holding on to ones who always make you smile But they can’t fix what they didn’t do 
 It’s no ones fault that the light has left your fingers.  
 Now you’re waiting for anyone to come and lift you up  But they can only break your fall  
 Only thinking of yourself You’re the hero after all 
 No ones innocent Of placing doubt  In another life It’s the easy out.  Passed around like paper maché  Bound to tear and disintegrate 
 
 If only we felt enough  If only we felt the love  
 No ones innocent Of placing doubt  In another life It’s the easy out.  Passed around like paper maché  Bound to tear and disintegrate.
7.
Ribbon 03:54
Loud sound leaves shake in the winter you don’t want to come in.  Took down all the art walls  and left a note for him.  
 Did it say where you would go?  
 I thought I saw you but it was someone else.  Or a ghost I couldn’t tell.  Now the search was over, but it goes on  
 Flood lights walk in a line comb the woods for you.  Some say you won’t turn up alive I hope it isn’t true.  None of us would have a clue. 
 I thought I saw you but it was someone else.  Or a ghost I couldn’t tell.  Now the search was over, but it goes on  
 Maura, where have you been?  Living free of debt in the wind?  Letting go of the wheel, did you finally give up trying to feel?  
 Maura, in your memory We nailed a blue ribbon to a tree  
 Your roadside monument is quaint but touching. 
8.
Holding onto words we swore we’d never say Beating back the fear that we feel most everyday 
 I will notice when you run  I will feel you when there’s sun 
 If only you could hold the knife.  Would you still be the way you are today?  
 Holding on cause you say that it’s all you know.  But the words stuck in your throat are hard to swallow.  
 I will notice what you’ve done.  I will feel you when there’s sun.  
 If only you could hold the knife Would you still be the way you are today? Cause I care for you no matter  And I know cause I was taught the same. But this alarm sounds like it says, “consume no harm.”  
 Consume no harm  

9.
Crying for half the day  I’m so scared that I’ll never change And I don’t know of which I’m more afraid  To ask help or to stay the same  
 Don’t ask until I someday solve this Don’t ask me how it felt  
  You tie me up everyday  But Im scared patience will fade And I don’t know why you choose to stay  you keep me alive constantly  
 Don’t ask until I someday solve this  Don’t ask me but I need your help  
 Hot sand cold fear in my eyes don’t feel right  don’t feel right Hot sand it fades into water 
 There’s no relief in your words but it fine I’ll get by  There’s no such thing as good grief  
 You and I will never see all the things we’re missing while you’re tying my shoes 
10.
I sit below all the answers, the things I think need They float above like bricks just out of reach And I swear I need them to build a better me.  So I pray they rain down heavy and sweet.  
 If I could let it go I might move on  But Im stuck in my head again  So when I get what I want it will be the end of me. 
 I think about all the times I plotted my relief  Luckily I felt that few and far between. when I talk of dying I feel them judging me.  what do they even know about praise and grief?  
 If I could let it go I might move on  But Im stuck in my head again  So when I get what I want it will be the end of me. 
 If you tried you could see, I’m a joke, laugh for me.

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released May 10, 2021

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